Current location:	work
Current mood:	determined
Entry tags:	bike, change, nature, nichiren buddhism, sgi

Striving to change
So much to do, so little time.

Sometimes I really wish I could write while I bike to work. I ought to see if I can get Daniel's tape recorder to work so I can talk to myself and write stuff later. I get great ideas riding and being surrounded by the forest that lines the bike path. I think about writing stories again, and bits of poetry that I loose by the time I get to work or home. And I feel like so rarely do I have time or patience to just sit and get it all out and not focus on anything else.

I want my life to be different. I know it's going to be shortly, with school starting and all the complications that it brings. I am excited to be going back to school. I've always loved it. But there is a lot of stress associated with it at this point, and it *is* a bit scary. What I mean about wanting my life to be different is the things I want to do that haven't been integrated into my life yet. This is a huge challenge. Lunch over, more later.

Lots to chant about, see?